AFI - Silver and Cold

Pretty....whatever... at the moment...Although i knew it would be a bad idea to say out my thoughts and pick a fight but its what been bothering me for a long time and I felt its time to speak it. Well I'm damm as hell regretting haha.. But I guess I would just leave it as it is cos its obviously not a big deal to the other person, I already knew that this kind of thing is not an important issue to them. I feel bad for being a pain in the ass but I'm not the only person who is one. But walau, i feel like I have no pride like that to say what i felt in that way. And I feel so mad and hurt at the way I got brushed off . Am I being that unreasonable? Mostly yes, and in a way no. I just don't want to drift apart from friends, also there was something I wanted to discuss that i didn't want to say out to other ppl...Okay thats childish, well there's alot of issues here and I know thats its 80% my fault...In my defence I wouldn't be an ass if I didnt felt it was for a good enough reason, lame as it is... Plus my pride is super pissed off at having to be put on the line so often... Ouh forget it, I guess the friendship is over.

Wow, its really raining hard now...and its freezing...eh then again it could be because I have a fever at the moment.
Anyway it was my bdae a few weeks ago and i made a 11,10 thing to bullshit it...

11 Truths

11 I really love to listen to music live or in acoustic
10 I wish I played a lot of instruments
09 I'm so uncommitted at a lot of things its frigging scary
08 I don't really like my hair although most people think its fine.
07 I'm a lyrics junkie. Even if a song isn't that nice tunewise I will still listen if the lyrics are poetic or meaningful.
06 I'm a good liar but I don't lie often.
05 The things I say are usually blunt and straightforward as well as misconstrued and very often gets me in situations which are usually irreparable (see above) .
04 I don't know what it feel like to be deeply in love with someone... The stupid crappy in love you see in movies... I have no idea how that feels and I really wish to feel that at least once..
03 I have a really tough time expressing myself and what i feel..
02 I'm very worried that I might be hospitalised again soon
01 Sometimes I truly feel very alone

10 Firsts

First Real Best Friend: JunMing
First Screen Name: average (seriously)
First Piercing: One in each ear ( I cried alot)
First Crush: Anthony Lee in Pri 3
First Love: I don't know how to answer..'
First Kiss : With Peter
First Drink: My mother's milk
First Car: Don't have one yet, hoping for a BMW mini
First House Location : Don't own one yet, hopefully Japan
First Favourite toy: Me and my brother used to fight over the Pink Panther

9 Lasts

Last Food You Ate : Duck Noodle
Last Car Ride : A few weeks ago
Last Movie You Watched : Happy Feet
Last Phone Call : From Jin Wen (I'm so sorry! I forgot we were supposed to meet Miss Tina!)
Last Song You Listened To : Silver and Cold by AFI
Last Bubble Bath You Took : Six years ago??
Last Relationship : Not applicable
Last Time You Saw Snow : A really long time ago
Last Random Thought : I need to do laundry

8 Have You Evers

Have You Ever Dated A Best Friend : Yes
Have You Ever Been Arrested : Not yet?
Have You Ever Danced With No Music : That would be weird,ne?
Have You Ever Been On TV : Yes
Have You Ever Cheated On A Bf/Gf : Yes, emotionally (all ommisions are betrayals...sigh)
Have You ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: No
Have You Ever Been On A Blind Date: Yes...zzz
Have You Ever Been Out Of The Country: Yes

7 Things Your Wearing Now

Belt
Jeans
Tank Top
Bracelets
Spectacles
Watch
Em...underwear? What else were you expecting??

6 Things You Did Yesterday

Watched a movie
Ate duck rice and pasta
Sculpted alousy model
Turned Aoi into a girl
Watched a funny Gazette Vid
Slept

5 Favourite Things

Music
Books and Comics
Animals
the GaZetTe
Sleeping

4 People You Trust Most

JunMing
Other than that I'm not sure

3 Choices

Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Hugs or Kisses : Hugs
Pens or Pencils : Pens

2 Hobbies

Listening to music
Watching movies

1 Question

Did he love me? Even a little bit...

I've been meaning to blogskin this place but no inspiration came to mind...Ouh wells, till next time..Boogie out

Ouh yeah, some random funny stuff.

A Girly Uruha *cough I got trigger happy with Photoshop



A Girly Aoi * Still being trigger happy




Trey Parker and Matt Stone, the creators of South Park...These guys rock


A very cute hamster that gets tortured...Go watch it on You Tube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CJKULSJ8DE

And Finally...Introducing....