Lifehouse - Somewhere In Between

Dammit, dammit dammit...

I think, quite possibly, very foolishly, I might have fallen in love with someone I could never ever be with. For God's sake, aren't I five years too old for this kind of crap?

It's insane, I don't need this nonsense. I'm suppose to be devoted girlfriend but kinda dead inside girl. It was nice, I could look at other people falling in love and feel content that I'm destined to be with the same guy for the rest of my life. Isn't that all people look for?

So why the heck am I feeling like a bucket of ice water has been poured over my head while a lava is flowing from my head to my toes. I want to stuff my face and puke all at once. This is disgusting, I don't want some idiot I can never be with making me all wibbly inside.

I need to smack myself out of this.